Sleep no more. I’ve been awake now for the last hour; the last half of which I’ve been writing up my journal. I can’t sleep anymore. The bed is quite hard with only one pillow; it seems to work okay when you’ve been out doing hard, physical conservation work all day long, but I’m awake now and I can’t drift off again when I can’t get comfortable.

I had another anxiety dream again last night. I dreampt that the wedding went off okay, but for some reason we never got a chance to exchange rings and then Emma was up all night talking to her friends so we didn’t get to do all of that until the day after…

And the whole ceremony was weird. I was waiting in the wings of this auditorium, that was partly outside, with my Mum and then Emma walked up the aisle but without anyone. It was just really, really weird!